Mostly because people consider writing to the Scene uncool

I have decided to start a new blog. This one will be discontinued. Will you leave your email address or send a quick note to thenamesbee@yahoo.com? I will be sure to respond with the new weblink as soon as I am done setting it up.

"Why can’t you just publish the link here?" you may ask. Because I want to post under an alias, that’s why. This one has Bianca Lee written all over it. I wouldn’t want to blow my cover by sticking the link here. Lah.

Melodies will not be moved. You will find new ones there

One final announcement: See the screen shot? I’m on the interweb!

So this is goodbye?

Guess where I’m going in just a few days? *excited*

Week after week I find myself something BIG (to me anyway) to look forward to. Keeps my wandering mind occupied. For a good reason, I thought I didn’t need to do it anymore so last week, I stopped. Boy was I wrong because I kind of lost myself for a while there. The things we learn about ourselves every day.

How may broken hearts does a person have to endure before it is truly over? I want your contentment.

Handwritten #5: Good vs Bad. Either way…

Melody #016: Griffin House – Tell Me A Lie

You’re just jealous I gained back the 1kg lost in December ;)

I should not be here

Hi. It’s getting late. I should be heading home. To where I am most comfortable. To where nothing is foreign.

“Then I feel, Harry, that I have given away my whole soul to some one who treats it as if it were a flower to put in his coat, a bit of decoration to charm his vanity, an ornament for a summer’s day.”

Melody #015: The Shins – Turn On Me

My head’s kind of messed up at the moment

It’s not that I don’t have anything to say, I do. In fact, I have so much to say I don’t even know where to start. The best I can do for now is just to put my thoughts into lists.

• I recently had an “initiation session”. I wish I knew how these things worked.
• I hope to announce a (useless) piece of news in a couple of weeks. Watch this space.
• Don’t let me get ahead of myself this time okay?

Melody #013: New Young Pony Club – Lost A Girl

Yay, new album.

Melody #014: The Toxic Avenger – Escape (Dirty Noise Edit)

I let out a small giggle at 1:43. Gets to me every time. 

So what if lists are the only way for me to organise my thoughts?

• About kissing someone whom you think is wonderful, I think it’s beautiful. To those of you out there lucky enough to kiss and be kissed by someone who thinks fondly of you (and vice versa), count your blessings – and stop fighting.
• Did you enjoy the last day of 2009? I sure didn’t. My mind was not mine. Never have I felt so alone in a crowded place, even when I was surrounded by all my friends.
• The first 3 days of the year have so far been kind. We’ll see.
• I need to thank one person. You don’t know it but you always appear just when I need you most. And I don’t even have to ask. Thank you for your compliments. Thank you for thinking so highly of me and making me feel pretty again. There is hope yet.
• Love is a big word. Try not to use it.
• I have 500 Days Of Summer but I’m afraid to watch it… hmm.
• Next holiday: April 1 to 5 It is three months away, I know, but it will be worth the wait.
• This is only funny to me: “I see you with a boyfriend by February,” she said. “February is a month away!” I said. “Oh wait, I meant June…” she said.
• I see the intentional gaps and I disagree. I can’t be there for someone when that someone is hardly ever there for me.

Melody #012: The xx – Night Time

Can I confess these things to you? I don’t know. Embedded in my chest, it hurts to hold.

Merry Christmas!

Last post of the year as I intend to pull a disappearing act. See you in the new year! Much to look forward to

Melody #011: Weezer – O Come All Ye Faithful

I used to know the lyrics by heart….

Party mode ON

I’ve pretty much decided my New Year’s Resolution for 2010. Good riddance to bad rubbish. I’ve taken enough shit this year. Time to give some back

I miss dancing. Shall we?

Melody #006: A-Ha – Take On Me (The Twelves Remix)

What? It’s a great track, trust me! Link to post: HERE

Melody #007: Fukkk Offf - Pretend

Take it easy, baby.

Melody #008: Designer Drugs – Riot

Melody #009: DatA - One In A Million

Melody #010: Waxdolls - Favorite Girl

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